Wednesday, September 03, 2008

NEGLECTED

Can we say, NEGLECTED!!!!! ... i think so.

Needless to say this blog has been inactive for quite a few months, a doing on my part that I had hoped would not happen. Nevertheless it did, and I feel I must apologise ... but lets face, in the world of personal blogs, such a happening is not so uncommon. But, I am sorry. I did have every intention of posting as often as I did upon starting this blog, and is sadly just did not happen. That sux.

I think life got in the way. Every since my vacation in December (that ended tragically), I really just haven't been in the mood to talk or type.

I partially feel that I've been discouraged from speaking by many individuals who only seemed interested in subjects that include them, therefore discussions of my family and anything going on with me is insignificant and not worthy of noting. But my life is happening ... and making even less sense for me, but at the same time is more comprehendable and livable than I remember it ever being. Odd eh?

But yes .... I sincerely hope that I will be able to come back here expand on what I mean that my life is happening; assuming of course I'm not too tired from my day at work or too distracted by anything else thats happening.

For now ... some notes:
- 90210, have been eager to watch it since I heard that a spin off from the original was being planned (let alone being filmed), however I do have mixed feelings about the actual first episode. I feel it was way too fast an introduction to ALL characters and possible storylines ... but it did keep me interested, and I think its simply because I was a fan (a closeted fan at that time) of the original Beverly Hills 90210.

- Work, am now a 1st Year Ironworker Apprentice and am currently doing curtain wall. We've reached the 11 floor and have been stubling upon obstacles from every which way. Its gettin stressful, but still fun. Today, the skip was down (skip, construction elevator erected on the outer wall of a building being constructed) so I had the pleasure of walking up 11 flights, then down for break and up again, then down for lunch and up again, and finally down on last time for the end of the day. I should have called in sick.

- Social life, I find myself mainly hanging out with my ex's friends and with my ex. Which is adding confusion to said friends who now think that we are either back together, or will be soon.

- Future, a big move is on the horizon for me, a big move to Vancouver, B.C.. As for what that means to me where Ironwork is involved, is completely beyond me; I simply don't know. As for what it means with my friends, means I'm leaving them behind. As for what it means with my family, whom I'm missing so much these days, I will be moving even further away; an idea that turns my stomache.

And so ... thats a brief update. And now for some pics ...