Much to post ... but lil time

And so for now .. pics will have to do

Time of Year prt 2

With my birthday here, and christmas around the corner, and new years next ... perhaps a vacation is in store.

Shadows everywhere

I've been plagued by dreams and feelings and ... hell even hallucinations (but fuck, that could be all me), everything telling me that ... where I'm at ISN'T where I should be.

Nothing makes sense now, and I feel that where I am now .... it never will.

What should I do?

Sunday

Thanks to a schedule change, I know have no days off this week. Oh well, pics like these keep me busy. AND, I know have weekends off, ... should be a first for a cook in the restaurant industry.

that time of year

Its that time of year ... December. And as per usual, I have mixed feelings about it. First off, my birthday is now 15 days away, and then Christmas, and then New Years .... I only have mixed feelings because everyone gets so sentimental this time of year; like a simple action is supposed to mean so much.

I really don't know if I even like christmas. My birthday ... that will be fun someday (if last year serves as a reminder). New Years ... is okay when you have people to spend it with, family is fun too.

Oh well, something shall happen .. something always does.

ON THE PLUS side, amidst this the usual shadows ... I get to find out what I really want (and necessarily can't pay for, lol).

Here are some hints.

A Cub with talent.

Well .. I attempted to post a link to a sexy cub who can sing and play guitar, and who also happens to be quite good at it. In fact, he's rendition of Hinder's "Lips of an Angel" is AWESOME.

Sadly, it did not work. But I did find another song he does. Hopefully this works.



YAY, It worked.

tried a song

apparently I can do this song at karaoke .... who knew?


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And you know what, this was the first song EVER that I attempted. It was in a karaoke booth, at the Luxor hotel in Las Vegas, and it was tapped. That tap is now in a land fill, in Vegas. It never left the hotel in my possession, lol.